Friday, July 19, 2013

Weeds

As I said in a previous post, I pretty recently moved into a place with a yard and have been doing a little bit of gardening. I have a whole new appreciation for the phrase “growing like weeds.” Weeds give a very tangible view of what happens when you are not diligent in your practice. They just keep popping up. A person could weed every day. I put in some weeding time every weekend and it feels like if I were to miss a weekend, I’d be fighting an uphill battle to get back on track.

Sa tu dirghakala nairantarya satkaradarasevito drdhabhumih is sutra 1.14 (click here to hear it). Practice becomes firmly grounded by practicing:
1) for a long time (dirghakala)
2) without break (nairantarya)
3) with care, attention, reverence, respect (satkara)
4) with respect, reverence, care, attention (adara) These must be important since they are here twice (though not all versions of the sutras include adara). Adara also includes eagerness.
5) repeatedly, zealously

This seems like further definition of the diligence mentioned in sutra 1.13.

Now, I often think while I’m weeding that there is nothing wrong with weeds, why am I discriminating against weeds? It’s true. But the thing is, I have to decide what kind of yard or garden I want—which plants I want and which I don’t want. And then it’s up to me to work repeatedly over a long time with attention and zeal to make that happen. 

My mind is like my yard. I decide what kind of environment I want there and then work at creating that—building focus and discriminating between thoughts that are helpful and those that are destructive, between those that are true and those that are not, etc. If you think dealing with the weeds is a serious job, they are nothing compared to the wily and unruly thoughts in your head! This is definitely going to require all the things on Patanjali’s list in this sutra.

I think the part about care seems important (and not just because he says it twice). We have to pay attention to what we’re doing and whether it is getting the results we want so that we can continue to refine. If we just want to get rid of the weeds, we could bulldoze the whole yard. If we just want to clear the mind we could knock ourselves over the head with a rock. But this job of making our way to yoga, a state of connection, requires a little more precision than that.
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