Earlier this week, I noticed that one of the big five-gallon water bottles at the yoga center was leaking—there was just a small ring of water underneath as it was sitting on the floor. I tipped it on its side and put a towel there. Later, I told one other person about it. (I’m still unclear why I didn’t put a note on the bottle). When I came in yesterday, I saw that someone had put the bottle up on the dispenser thing and thought, “Oh great.” I went over to inspect the situation and it wasn’t spilling over (which is what happens where there is a whole in the bottle and thus no vacuum), so I just went about my business. This morning, everything was wet and someone had tried to assist by putting a bucket underneath to catch the drip.
What’s interesting to me about this is that I knew that was going to happen, but I didn’t want it to be true, so I just interpreted things as I wanted them to be instead of clearly perceiving them as they were. I was just talking the other day about dharma in yoga class, using the broad definition of “right action,” and was saying, I think, that our yoga practice helps us develop the clarity to see what the right action in any given moment is, and also the strength to do it. I said that it seems like often we do know what we should do, but for lots of different reasons, choose something else. And then I got to see these very things happen with my own self just a couple days later. Now, obviously, the leaking water bottle is not a big deal, but it pointed out to me internal processes that I know I do in other places in my life. Sometimes I just see what I want to see. Sometimes I take the easy way.
The great thing is that in every moment we have the chance to again choose right action. I removed the bottle and dumped the bucket and moved things so I could lift the rug so it would get more air and dry. And although I did have a little frustration with myself that I could have avoided the whole thing, I didn’t say anything mean to myself or “should” on myself. And that is definitely right action.
I love being able to see "Applied Philosophy" in action. Thanks for always sharing your humaness.
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